nvr really blogged my life since i broke up with algin.
wondering how are you?
hmm. life isnt getting better since secondary school.
i forgot blogging was used to be part of my life.
i blog almost everyday. blog is one way i stress out my everything.
i kept all what im thinking im feeling in me.
it feels so heavy.
looking back at archives, at my past.
then, wasnt so perfect either. quarrels, jealousy paranoidness kicks in.
now, its still fucking same. just lil worser.
body getting weaker as each day passes.
will anyone hear me out?
i feel so trapped.
all i need is that key to let me out.

Screw my life,

fuck my life,

fuck my ass man.

and thanks dannie for saying i might have urinary stones-_-.

REALLY thanks.

im reallly sick now.

yet, im doing so much shit.

what the fuck is life worth for.

think abt it

why do you have to disappoint me?
why do you have to know more girls?
am i not enough for you?
i mean i did alot for you, only you.
i even got into an accident, why dont you see?
i dont do those stuffs why are you doing this to meeee?
my heart is like torn, literally broken and squashed.
can i even live further on?
I'M FUCKING HURTTTTTTTTTT.

Will be away from SG till sat!
(:

Alrigght, this will be a random shiyte(:
When for SG IDOLS(:
was having exam in the morning ard 8.30, didnt really sleept well the night before, so was fucking hell shag. almost puked, but didnt hehe.
Rushed down to The Cathy, and it was packed like sardines.

WTFFFFF, but of course, there were a handful of potential singers out there YO!
looking at the Damn queue under the scorching hot terrible blazing sun, i decided to join NEXT SAT's aud. i hope its gonna be okay.

Saw shafiq, yan nan and people there HAHA.
well, GOOD LUCK! (: